Author: Jennifer Niven
Genre: Young Adult- Contemporary
Standalone/Series: Standalone
Publishing Date: 1 November 2016
My Rating: ★★★★★
Goodreads Summary:
The Fault in Our Stars meets Eleanor and Park in this exhilarating and heart-wrenching love story about a girl who learns to live from a boy who intends to die.
Soon to be a major motion picture starring Elle Fanning!
Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might kill himself. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him.
Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister’s recent death.
When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it’s unclear who saves whom. And when they pair up on a project to discover the “natural wonders” of their state, both Finch and Violet make more important discoveries: It’s only with Violet that Finch can be himself—a weird, funny, live-out-loud guy who’s not such a freak after all. And it’s only with Finch that Violet can forget to count away the days and start living them. But as Violet’s world grows, Finch’s begins to shrink.
Soon to be a major motion picture starring Elle Fanning!
Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might kill himself. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him.
Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister’s recent death.
When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it’s unclear who saves whom. And when they pair up on a project to discover the “natural wonders” of their state, both Finch and Violet make more important discoveries: It’s only with Violet that Finch can be himself—a weird, funny, live-out-loud guy who’s not such a freak after all. And it’s only with Finch that Violet can forget to count away the days and start living them. But as Violet’s world grows, Finch’s begins to shrink.
I read this book at the beginning of the year and it’s really
very hard to express what I feel about this book and the place it has in my
heart, to put it all into words.
It revolves around 2 main characters- Violet Markey and
Theodore Finch. Both of them are seeing counselors for different reason.
Violet’s sister and soul mate had died in a car accident and Finch is suffering
from Depression and suicidal thoughts.
This book deals with some very serious issues like suicide
and depression and the lesson you get from it is that taking one’s life is a
very easy but the tough part is coping with the problems and living.
This book is from dual prospective and we get to hear from
both Violet and Finch and both of them have so distinct thoughts, their
journeys are completely different and so are their endings.
All of it felt so real and genuine, every bit of it, it felt
as if it was coming from the author’s heart and in the end I came to know that
it really was. Jennifer Niven had also lost someone very dear to her, and I
don’t even want imagine how difficult it would have been for her to write this
book and this book has soo many heartbreaking moments, that it will move even
the hardest of hearts.
I didn’t want to finish the book, I just couldn’t bring
myself to read any further because my heart knew that something very bad was
going to happen which would crush my heart into pieces, but still I read it,
and if you also get the same feeling while reading it, then don’t stop, Finish
it and read it until the end!
I really liked both of the main characters, but finch was my favorite.
He is so cute, adorable, funny and just everything that the besetestt boy on
earth would be, except that he suffers from a mental illness. He is one of my
fictional boyfriends and I always looked forward to his chapters. Here’s a very
interesting fact about Finch- He sometimes becomes a different version of
himself. He is the same finch inside but he acts differently, dresses
differently, speaks differently and does things differently. But I loved all
his versions, he is just soooo amazing!
And as for violet, I could relate to her. Not completely, but
I could. She is a type of girl, who has friends, but still doesn’t. Who is a
part of ‘group’ but still feels alone. And then to take her loneliness and cold,
comes finch like an angel and brings brightness and spring in her life.
“No more winter at all.
Finch, you brought me spring.”
The
side characters in the book were also very well portrayed throughout the book.
They did not just exist, but had their views and the parents also interfered in
their children’s life. In most books the parents are just there but they don’t
have a say but in this book they did and that is one of the reasons why it felt
so real.
WARNING: this book will break your heart and it will not be able to heal. Ever
again! You’ll cry and believe me it will be worth it. Just read it until the
very end and it will stay with you always!
Apart from the heart wrenching moments there were many
positive parts as well and one of them was of exploration- travel to strange
places near you, explore them, document your experience and leave something
behind. But the places they visited were not where usually people go on
weekends. They were different and a bit quirky and that made me realize that I
haven’t explored anything around me. It made me feel that I am so limited and
that I need to take a look at things around me, not the big ones, but the small
ones!
I
recommend this book to everyone because this book will change you and you need
that change of perception, how you see things. Everyone in this world is soo
judgmental that we don’t show our real self to people, in fear of being judged
and being given ‘tags’. We say that the people who commit suicide are cowards,
but taking one’s life may be the hardest thing one can do! Is suicide actually
suicide by one’s own will or murder by the society?! This book was soo deep and
it has the power to change the world and make it a better place to live in!
Just
gooo and read it if you haven’t already! And if you have read it then what
change did it bring in you? What life lesson did you learn from it? And last
but not the least, Do you like reading cry worthy books even when you know they
will break your heart?